Randomness

So...what have I been up to? You know, I hate idle conversation and can be really poor at it, but then there are times when I just let loose and talk so much I never listen. You know, I'd love to find a balance someday. I bring up conversation because isn't that question typical to ask when meeting with someone?

So the truth?

I waste a lot of time relaxing. How? Mostly on the computer checking e-mails, favorite blogs and forums and having the occasional IM moment with Arina in Arizona. I can't say it's anymore a waste of time than TV, and do people feel guilty about that?

Anyway, I think my point is I'm in winter sloth mode which is bad....very very bad! Sure I've been into books and actually finished my 2 year long story (slow writer...yeh, I'm guilty). I've been attempting to hone my blog writing skills b/c I've learned there actually is an art to writing truly thought provoking and meaningful blogs. [No, duh! This is not an example!] I'd love to tell you cleaning my house is a new passion, but unless my mother wins the lottery, thus allowing me the remodel of my dreams, my perfectionism is never gonna let me grab full control over keeping this place clean enough to eat from the floors. Please, with 3 cats! Who you kidding?

At the moment....Anthony Kiedis is singing "Hump de Bump" that naughty boy still incites me to carnal thoughts! Yum! [thoroughly unnecessary for me to say?!?!?! :)]

My kissing ball either a) blew off in the wind or b) was stolen
This morning it was not in front of my step. I couldn't look for it because it was dark at 7 AM, and when I returned home at 5:30 PM, it was dark. I think she's long gone! And she was so pretty, my favorite decoration of the season.

And yeh! I'm not sending Christmas cards nor placing a Christmas tree. Cause I don't want to. That's why!

Winter approaches...December is feeling half over..a New Year looms ahead. I feel good about these things. Peaceful.

Peace to you!